down and out

A lot has happened over the last couple of weeks. I broke up with K and the not much response on the job side. The combination of just these two is killing me quite a bit. I guess this is really eating me up cos I’m just not surrounding myself with people. I skip school and laze at home alternating between l4d and cable. This is really bad.. I somehow remember distracting myself a lot previously.. but nowadays I don’t really want to meet anyone.. this is bad. Gotta wake up nick.

Just finished my last project with team intense. the mad 40 hour rush before the presentation was pretty shag. but I loved it.. guys.. its really the last project with you peps. kinda of a bittersweet symphony. come to think of it, this may be also where we kind of split ways. you two are going into the intense life while my path is uncertain and unsettled. honestly, the chances are not there that i’ll be heading the same place. well i’ve always been an outsider of sorts so i guess its fine.

got to wake up and start wacking this shit. tomorrow i’ll start working on my computing presentation and my essay.. thurs i’ll start applying for jobs. man.. i miss kevkev.

no na

i did not get a gf fyi. 

and to all readers. I’ve moved to a different blog and will no longer be posting here. If you’re still interested to listen to my emo/random musing, just text me.

bye nucked

you’ve been good. but its time to move on.

all i want for christmas, is friendship.

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3 days to christmas

I think its time to rest and reflect.

 

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whos little m??

beautiful day

Slept rather early on friday night but it was still tough tryin’ to get up on a sat morning. Managed to sneak a few peaks at the senior girls and helped na to record their piece. (yummy) hehe. chilled for a bit after salsa and went to have lunch at waterloo.

went out with favs to catch twilight after that; i must say i liked the show quite a bit. Romantic, cool and still has some action. Vampires are hot. period. Took a nice slow stroll down to centre point to grab some christmas cards and gifts. It was really nice to just catch up and chill. Its good to be reminded of the good old days from time to time What a nice day.

I’m kinda reminded of a time when I used to do this like every other day. Even though money was less than, I guess it was overshadowed by a sort of freedom and carefree spirit only found in the young. Wah. I am really getting much older. Which isn’t exactly a bad thing I suppose. The responsibilities are different and there are more things to think about. I’m quite alright with this. The only sad thing is that love is no longer a roller coaster ride but a slow stroll in the park. The grass on the other side is not greener nick. hurr

 

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Dragonfly Off Day

Slept till 12+. woke up. watched ch55. slept. went training. supper at liquid kitchen.  

ahhhh. things from 1 year ago is blurry.