bam

it has happened. hell broke loose. fucking cheebye.

school

This week kinda feels like the first week of school for me. Probably because I missed 3 days of class last week. There is always the need to float around for a while, get used to hanging with different people during different days. But its always nice to know that I can count on 3.3 to always being there for me..

Things at home have not been going great. It is during times that these that I just don’t wish to come home early.

don’t use it as an excuse

don’t use it as an excuse to act depressed.

don’t use it as an excuse to crave sympathy.

A small portion of the salsa people. We went to watch break it down at the Arts House.. Nice. I don’t know what I’ll be without salsa. December would have been hard, if not torturous. Though not many of them know my story, its alright. The intensive trainings really helped occupy my time and time was exactly what I needed. Time. I needed time to get used to the change.

Today is the first weekend of the first week of school; also the first school weekend without my ex-girlfriend. I’m glad I don’t throw tantrums or have very bad depressions. .. Oh cool. I’m going to town to hang with some old friends. out.

influenza A

I got wacked really really bad.. what bad timing… Sigh

It all started on monday night when I couldn’t sleep because there was some problem with my nose. But I still forced myself to get to school to finish up my SMIF stuff. I was thinking, I’m sure everything will be fine once I see the school doctor. But things didn’t get better. Infact, they took a turn for the worst. I was running a 38.3 degree fever when I got home.

Went to Mount Alvernia’s A&E .. my fever went up to 38.7. The doctor suggested a blood test, so I ended up spending about 3 hours there. Oh but the night was still young.. Mom came and told me of our domestic issues. Crying on my shoulder, I couldn’t say anything. I just couldn’t do anything. I don’t think I felt anything. I kept thinking about my future lively-hood. How was I to survive? But the reality came crashing back and the night was so long. I just couldn’t sleep. It was hot and cold all night long. All I could think of was dance.

The next day seemed better. I skipped my first corp reporting class. sucks. I don’t like to skip classes. The day went by relatively fast as I drifted in and out of sleep. But as night fell, a strong urge to puke came over me. I decided to pay Dr. Goh a visit. (That makes the 3rd doctor in 2 days) I think it was a Dr. Ong that attended to me. He said all the previous medication was crap. Which I found rather hard to believe. But I went home and took his medication still.

Bad decision. bad bad decision. I think it was an overdose of medication of mixture of wrong medication; I puked a total of 3 times that night. And to make things worst, I haven’t had a proper meal since wednesday so all that came out was water. Yellow bubbly water. I felt so sick. And the worst part was I knew I had to puke, but the 3rd puke just wouldn’t come. I spent a good hour leaning over my bin; forcing and willing myself.

Today. Things are much better. At least I had a proper dinner. At least I had the appetite for a proper dinner. I’m quite sad about missing training though. Next week is going to be testing.. With my SMIF presentation due, extra hard training for Caderas and catching up of school work… Oh man.

1 day before the 1st day

Shall sleep soon. In the next 30 mins max. gotta condition myself for school. shit. I don’t even know what my timetable looks like. Ok. I shall pack my room tomorrow, check my time table, set some goals, and plan my schedule so that i’m able to manage my time more effectively. Must slot 1/2hour of FT time. Some time for extra salsa practice, some gym sessions. some social sessions. heh.. Gotta work a little harder and more efficient this sem coz i’ll definitely have less time on my hands with the extra commitment from caderas.

braces

I just extracted 2 of my teeth. It was less painful then expected, but the sound of my teeth grinding against each other is just not very nice to hear. Will be doing the same again next week. And probably braces at the end of the month. Yea. Just wack the braces. Its time for a change, its time to bravely face whats ahead. Who gives a shit about vainity? Who gives a shit about looks. Its all about confidence. And my dance moves.

 Had a tough training yesterday, but it was good. I can definintely see myself improving. Renee is quite a good partner. Daring and always ready to do new stuff. Fun. Gave Huiyi and Grace a lift about after that. Including an unintentional car ride. heh.

Went to play MJ after that. Wah my luck was SICK. Check this out. I got 3 FA CHAI, 3 BAI BAN, 2 DONG, 3 WU SHUO, BA SHUO, JIU SHUO. (all inside). Then i KANG the FA CHAI and HUA SHANG the QI SHUO. Damn sick la.. seriously..

Dawn’s house is damn far though.. Don’t wanna play there liao..

Hello world!

Good evening world. Life ain’t good but it ain’t too bad either.

Salsa is a life saver and school beckons in a 3 days.

I have tons of email to clear… Pacific Andes update due in 1 week, textbooks to buy, textbooks to sell, steps to rehearse. friends to catch up with!

 Ok.. Maybe I should set some resolutions and goals for 2008.

First has got to be reading the newspaper everyday. (FT)

Spend more time on my education rather than on my grades. Though I am quite good at books.. there should be an appropriate balance!

Gain some weight. 60kg would be good.

Gym once a week.

Social Salsa more. Maybe once a month.

Brush up on DCF, and meet KPI. heh.

Hmm.. I think thats about it.. Will probably add more as we go along.