hmm. Sometimes I don’t really expect people to understand why I’m working so hard. But sometimes all I need is just some support. Oh well.
I guess life isn’t fair all the time.
Why do I work so hard?
I don’t really know myself. Its just that I’ve already given them my word that I’ll stay till the end of my next semester. And thats exactly what I’ll do. I just want to give it my best shot thats all. Is that wrong?
Shag. Give me strength.
I was blog surfing today when I chanced upon a wonderfully sweet blog.
I have no idea who the person is or where shes from, but her entries of love and joy, her photos of the simple but beautiful, really hit a soft spot.
and she had this iron and wine song. aw.
Words fail me.
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on a sepArate note;
iron & wine is my emo pill. the best music to read blogs and see old photos. haha
i hate waking up.
i am not made for IB
the stress is making me more agitated than normal. I think i’m getting a bit more sensitive also.. which really isn’t a good thing
Am I really weird?
Its funny.. thats not how i’ve been known to be. Then again, people change I suppose.
I miss those days (but I refuse to live in the past)
I think there needs to be an increase in the opportunity cost of time for me to have a more fulfilling life. dang. where art thou
bloody lousy day where i realised i bidded for the wrong class.
-curse in english-
-scratches head-
-curse in hokkien-
basketttt.. sigh.
tick tocks. Aiyah. i forgot to buy the thing from paragon. nvm nvm. i think i will have a lot of chances.
managed to talk to eric today. man. can tell his mindset is so different from the rest of the guys. I think if he was in my position, another year at DF wont be much of a consideration… but… this is quite a decisive point in my life… I wonder which path I will eventually take, family or career?
oh well.
anyway didn’t sleep last night. shag.
tick tock. the sub-conscious mind refuses to take over. wth.
i wonder how im going to study tomorrow. think shag liao.
Agnosticism (Greek: α- a-, without + γνώσις gnōsis, knowledge; after Gnosticism) is the philosophical view that the truth value of certain claims — particularly metaphysical claims regarding theology, afterlife or the existence of deities, ghosts, or even ultimate reality — is unknown or, depending on the form of agnosticism, inherently impossible to prove or disprove.
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