A lot has happened over the last couple of weeks. I broke up with K and the not much response on the job side. The combination of just these two is killing me quite a bit. I guess this is really eating me up cos I’m just not surrounding myself with people. I skip school and laze at home alternating between l4d and cable. This is really bad.. I somehow remember distracting myself a lot previously.. but nowadays I don’t really want to meet anyone.. this is bad. Gotta wake up nick.
Just finished my last project with team intense. the mad 40 hour rush before the presentation was pretty shag. but I loved it.. guys.. its really the last project with you peps. kinda of a bittersweet symphony. come to think of it, this may be also where we kind of split ways. you two are going into the intense life while my path is uncertain and unsettled. honestly, the chances are not there that i’ll be heading the same place. well i’ve always been an outsider of sorts so i guess its fine.
got to wake up and start wacking this shit. tomorrow i’ll start working on my computing presentation and my essay.. thurs i’ll start applying for jobs. man.. i miss kevkev.
